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Date : Thursday, January 15, 2009
Time : Thursday, January 15, 2009 Title : mummy & daddy , show me if you care BooYoo [: hmm . been days , for not watching fun shows in teevee . miss teevee alot . my mind is down today over someone dis days . i know i like him once but thats a big mistake's if i like him again . cos i hate someone use me up . i didnt go Jurong Point with classmates . even Mimi , Susu & Raqib asked me to go so . Reason : i just dont feel lyke going , not even becos of boyfriend .  hmm . Night time . Mummy , Daddy , myself gather in the kitchen , for a talk on my study . let me get this clear for everyone ; why . To : * Mummy , u know i hate to study at home & cant even hold a book at home . I noe u , u were express during your secondary . u feel embarrassed with other people to tell that im NT .. i can understand that . but what hurts me the most is u expect me to study very well , be a good person in future but did u ever ask me how i feel , what did i do in school , what have u learn or knowing me more ? i still remember u calling me ' bodoh ' when i was Primary 4 .. mom your wish is granted . satisfied enough ? * Daddy , i know u can get along wif me & sister . u show us love by giving us money . but that's for sister . what i need is is your attention but not your money . to tell the truth im jeolous to see other parent's kiss their child on their cheeks / forehead . but did u ever did that to me , daddy ? i have never been kiss your hand as to show respect to u as a father . i remember 2 mistakes that i have made & i still hold that promise . u said : ' lau kau sembunyikan rokok aku lagy , aku sepak muke kau ' . ( when i was primary 3 ) ' lau kau nak hp baru , papa leh belikan tapi kene blaja rajin2 ' . ( when i was primary 6 ) daddy , i will prove u wrong . i bet you in this . so Mummy & Daddy , show me if you care . |
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