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Date : Thursday, September 3, 2009
Time : Thursday, September 03, 2009 Title : dad wont love me .  hhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . haish . currently , feel so down now . Due to quarreling with daddy . this is what happened : Nanny : Fara pukol brape ? Fara : 7.45 . after a while .. nanny : mane si fara ni ? daddy : fara ! kau sini ! fara : nak ape ? daddy : kau pekak pe ?! Nenek tanye kau ape ? fara : tanye ape ? Mummy : si alin yg terok tu , tknk mrh . daddy : tk , si dier ni mmg pekak ! daddy : * yelling * tanye kol brape kn ?! kau pekak pe ?! fara : * yelling * orang dah cakap pe ! 7.45 ! daddy : * look at my nanny face * .. ehk ? nanny : ouh . okay . fara : * yelling towards daddy * .. Ar , sape yg pekak skrg ! daddy turns silent . i felt down . why ? im being rude to daddy by yelling on him . and he wished me to be deaf . when i think back , it hurts me . Daddy says : DIER NI MMG PEKAK ! i still remembered what he said . haish . i love daddy the most . but , i know . even i cried alot of time , he wont come and say to me : " im sorry for what i did " . so , what's the point of thinking of him ? i knew , daddy wont love me . he only think about my elder sister . isn't it , dad ? mum told me that you keep sister picture in your wallet . i understand dad , she was your 1st child . it hurts me when u told me that : " Papa kalau boleh nak anak 1 aje . " How about me , dad ? haish . that's all . till here then . Good night . |
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