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Date : Monday, May 17, 2010
Time : Monday, May 17, 2010
Title : it feels the same . No different .


Why must I , always the one who being left out ? In school , at home ..
Feels the same way .

At home ;

Family keep on nagging and scolding me due to my sister who have been away from home . Every single day , talking about sister . Calling her friends up , asking where she is , Where she sleep , Have she eaten , How is she ?
How about me ? Does anyone even ask me how am i today ? What did i do in school ? Have i eaten ? NO ! All you were saying was all about Sister .

I tried my best to be avoid things that can bring the family feels ashamed . I did not repeat my mistake that i have did in my past . Cause i want the family to be proud of me . But look ! Sister have been done so much trouble for the family , NEVER even bother about the family yet family still putting high hopes on her . What did i get from the family ? Nagging about sister and what so ever .

* please , i don't even know about her and I don't wanna know about her at all . I don't even care about her and i don't even feel as if i have elder sister . Just like what she did to me . Oh ya , Don't think that i have forgotten what you said to your friends about me . Your friend did asked : is she your sister ? And you replied : No . She is my cousin .

Well , what goes around , comes around . And I did the same way to you .
Feel regret about it ? Whatever Asshole . You are just nothing to me .
...

In school ;

Keep on saying that you will be there for me , but look ! I'm having a major problem at home and where the hell are you ?
STOP SAYING AND PROMISING THAT YOU CAN BRING OUR FRIENDSHIP BACK LIKE WE USED TO .
Just accept the fact . And stop spotting other's mistake . While you keep on doing the same thing even i tried to talk to you in a nice way . I'm really disappointed with you . I'm not gonna admit , We are once together in the olden days .


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